Never showed

I decided against keeping my appointment with Dr. Keep yesterday in light of recent events. I know this man is real and I will not be locked up for being his target.

I do not remember anything from Monday morning to Friday morning.

My phone is destroyed, along with my TV. The same asterisk symbol and LEON have been painted, scratched, drawn over everything I own. There was one on the door that had LEON at the top, the symbol, then AREYOU at the bottom. Then I looked in a mirror.

I had carved the symbol into my arms, legs, head, and torso. Some were still bleeding, some have scabbed over, and some have scarred. I don't know what's happening.

And I don't know if it should stop.